I Lost
I lost,
Many times that is,
Sometimes, it feels like losing is the only thing I'm good at,
Like failing is just innate for me,
But, just as I begin to question my existence, and who I really am, and why I've got to lose and fail so much, I realize that I have won many times as much as I have failed.
in fact, I have won more times than I have lost.
I realised that failing is not peculiar to me,
I am not called to the losing game.
I have won in little things as much as in the big things.
I win with every breath I take.
I win with the dawn of each day that I open my eyes to.
I win with the love I AM has shown me.
You know, I remember a rhyme we used to sing in nursery school,
"I am a winner
Not a looser
I am the head
And not the tail"
They say a winner is a loser who tried just one more time, No!
I'll do you one better. I dare to say that
"A winner is that person, who came to the realization of who he truly is."
So, a loser is not who I am.
Failure is not my insignia.
I realised that failure is a lie the world tells me to keep me down, to keep me from trying, and to keep me from actualising my full potential, from becoming who I'm really meant to be.
So, it really doesn't matter how many times I lose,
Or how many times I seem to fail,
I rise again and I win,
Just like the words of the Bible,
"...for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again..."- Proverbs 24:16 (NIV)
Not that I'd make a deliberate and conscious effort to failing
Rather, I trust in the grace of the one who has made me to help me as I put in my very best to win, because,
A winner is who I am,

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